What if life was fair?

My heart seems to rip as I think about all of those I have lost
My soul seems to sink as I think about the cost
Of having close friends, of having people I love
All of the sudden they're gone and all I can ask is why, the answer is ''cuz'
My heart cries out... but no tears stain my face
I look around...the only place to find comfort is in God's grace

The pain is still fresh... the memory still so vivid
Everything seems so far away and livid
The hurt doesn't stop and it doesn't go away
It seems to increase day by day
A memory here and memory there
Life isn't fair!

Then I think... if life wasn't fair where would I be?
If life wasn't fair what could happen to me?
I deserve only one thing and that's I deserve hell
I deserve to be sent away where only pain dwells
And what do I have now to look forward to?
I have been given the promise of etenity with all that is true